I sit on my hands,
while my head spins around.
I look to my feet,
while the ground falls down.
This might make no sense to you,
or anyone else.
But this is what it's like,
to be by myself.
Copyright 2010 TlG (Vesrek)
Writing may not be used without my direct, written consent.
There's a devil inside
It feeds on your demise
There's a hunger in me
That thrives in this disease
The blood it calls
With an addiction that I need
The sorrow it grows
Until there's nothing left of me
Speak clearly
And tell me true
How you can live in a world
That's always black and blue
You beat yourself
While others beat you
You cheat yourself
And hatred begins anew
Genocide is on the rise
All around the Pawns will die
Queens and Kings alike can lie
But will mortality stand the test of time?
Who will bear the burden then?
Man can never understand
His own end
But time will never slow
Not for us
Never for something so shallow
So play your game and play it well
This might be the last
Incarnation of mortal shell
I sit on my hands,
while my head spins around.
I look to my feet,
while the ground falls down.
This might make no sense to you,
or anyone else.
But this is what it's like,
to be by myself.
Copyright 2010 TlG (Vesrek)
Writing may not be used without my direct, written consent.
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
The days slip through my fingers,
without being able to truly grasp what is not mine to keep..
The past haunts both my waking moments and night time illusions..
Pulled into two directions and neither seem to be the right path.
Fate lures me on with sinuous temptations and softly spoken words..
Perhaps twas all in vain,
mere ripples upon the pond of life.
Never adjusting to the demands..
:blackrose:
Take me away,
From all the pain,
All the hate,
And all the shame.
Hold me close,
Help me forget,
All the faces,
And all the smiles born of lies.
Take it back,
All the time,
I spent in my room,
With lonliness by my side.
Letting go,
Of all I know,
As I drift,
Farther away,
Just let me say..
Goodbye today..
Copyright 2005 TlG (Vesrek)
Writing may not be used without my direct, written consent.
Looking around it's hard to see how I've come to be where I am. Confusion brings chaos to my thoughts and in these moments I stand alone. Without knowledge or understanding of the world around me, I yearn for all I cannot have without understanding what I'm given. I feign indifference and superiority in hopes no one will see what's hidden within.
Who am I? This girl I see never resembles the person within.
What purpose does my exsistance serve? Who can explain these things to me?
The things I've done leave wounds within, festering when hidden away, only to grow larger with time and maturity.
Every question goes unanswered, every thought t
High hopes gone astray.
Listless waiting for reaccuring yesterdays.
O' where art though gallant knight upon your steed.
Will I never know a touch of comfort, show of respect, or truly affectionate words of endearment.
Shadows dance behind mine eyes.
Indecisive ways forging a path few will travel and many will stray from.
Who is to truly tell what lies behind a burdened mind when keen eyes cannot see what lies behind shattered dreams..
Copyright 2006 TlG (Vesrek)
Writing may not be used without my direct, written consent.
Desperation works against you
Fatigue of the body and mind condemn you
Waking hours long abused
Nightmarish realms sing their song to you
Drifting within an unescapable void
The breathe of self-recrimination polluts the soul
Idle hands leaving stories untold
Never truly trusting even those you hold
Tormenting yourself eternally with fantasies of a slumbering reality..
Copyright 2006 TlG (Vesrek)
Writing may not be used without my direct, written consent.
Travelling toward the atomic sky
Passing through the wall of light we fly
Toward the center of the sun we go
Discovering secrets no one else has known
Within the center of the galaxy
Away from Earth and all its misery
And through the endless void we fly
Praying we'll all never die
Until we find what we so lost
Those who with we were born starcrossed
And perhaps one day endless sorrow will abate
Dispersing all that I have come to hate
But for now I retire from my helm
Careening through the endless realm
Now I lay me down to sleep
Pray the lord my soul to keep.
Current Residence: Rhode Island Favourite genre of music: Anything Favourite photographer: Kedralyn Favourite style of art: Photomanipulation Operating System: XP MP3 player of choice: RCA Shell of choice: Wit Wallpaper of choice: Luminosity Skin of choice: Yours Favourite cartoon character: Lust Personal Quote: "I dance within the darkness, free from the world that binds, free to dance alone...
"It is inaccurate to say I hate everything. I am strongly in favor of common sense, common honesty and common decency. This makes me forever ineligible for public office."
--HC Mencken
So I've returned, going to submit a few things, been getting back into photo manipulation and writing. Hopefully I won't hit writers block again.
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Well..
-Sighs-
Yeah..
In less then a month I'll have been a member here for 3 years. Woo! That and other things have made me think about the past, what I was doing on that day and others and the like. Came up with some interesting things that are both depressing and good but overall I've set forth a plan. Kicking my own proverbial ass into gear like I should have ages ago. (And ages it does indeed feel like) Here's to standing on your own two feet.. Onward to the yellow brick road..